First Loves...

Your first love is always the purest. So you dive in head first hoping it would last. Not realizing until you hit the ground how hard you fell in the first place.

xoxo

Last Kiss...

As you turn around to kiss me again I hold my breath realizing this kiss will be the last kiss we will share forever. So I taste your lips and try to remember everything there is to remember about this very moment. I close my eyes savoring the vaniella on your tongue, knowing that vaniella will never again taste the same to me. So, I kiss you to let you know I'll miss you, eventually. And to show you we were once good together.


xoxo

Naive...

Head aching as I try to figure out what's going on in your mind when you choose to hurt me over and over again like some game I never knew the rules to. How could I succeed if I didnt know the guidelines to begin with? You set me up to watch me fail and then you smile like this was your plan from the beginning. How can I let my heart be so naive? As it crumbles in my hands like grains of salt, I should've known to hold myself at a distance, shame on me.

xoxo