If it's meant to be...

I wish that someone would have told me about my first heartbreak. That even when the light shines sometimes it's impossible to put yourself back together completely. It's like a chain reaction that pulls you down slow. Taking you under and all you wanna do is get high so you can breath again. I can't afford to be careless and let you in. I've held onto the possibility of what we couldve been, what we should've been for some time. But its useless. But I swear through every heartbreak I lived I just wonder if the high was worth the pain. Sometimes fate brings two lovers together only to rip them apart. So, maybe we weren't meant to last a lifetime. Maybe somewhere deep down we knew our love was only meant to last a season. 

Xoxo