What Ifs...

Mind racing, thoughts clouded, what ifs just don't seem to fit or stay put like they are suppose to. These thoughts stir, linking themselves inside of each other causing an eruption of settled emotion. I push them down only to find that others like to topple on top of the old causing my mind to go into another whirlwind of what ifs. As they take flight, i fight to control the power they seem to be seizing. Thoughts dominate what i thought only I could own. Playing games of red light, green light, either way I lose because my mind with out a doubt always goes back to what if...


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